Thursday, February 28, 2013

Chapter 17// Problems? or Joy?

I open my eyes to see that I was in my room downstairs.

Don't remember coming down here last night for some reason.
I then feel a arm wrapped around me and knew it was Sidney.

"Morning babe," Sidney says as I turn around and look at him.

"Morning," I say just as the phone rings.
I get out of the bed as I try and find my purse.

"It's upstairs," Sidney says as I rush up the stairs and find my purse on the TV stand.
Taking out my cell phone I answer it.

"Hello," I say.

"Hey sis," LC says.

"Hey, how are you?" I ask.

"Good, me and James are on our way to come get you,"

"Why?" I ask.

"Yesterday I made an appointment, well Deborah made a appointment for an OB/GYN,"

"Oh you could have texted me,"

"Rather called so you ready?"

"Let me get changed,"

"Ok we will wait outside,"

"Ok, love you,"
I hang up and as soon as I did my phone rang again.

"Hello," I say.

"Good morning Brie,"
My eyes get widen.

"you gonna talk, baby,"

"John shut the fuck up," I scream.

"God bitch, I'm trying to be nice to you. I'm in Pittsburgh on my two days off to come see you, come meet by the stupid arena,"

"John I'm not coming to meet you at the arena, I'm not even going there today,"


"Brielle your coming down to Consol Energy crapper and your going home where you belong,"

"No I'm not and I belong here with my sister,"

"No you don't bitch, you belong with me in our house,"

"Oh where you caused me to have a miscarried? Hell no and dont call the fuck again!!!" I yell closing my phone up.

"What's going on?"
I turn around seeing sidney standing there.

"John called me cell phone. Demanded me to go to CEC and I told him off. He wanted me to go with him back to the house were I was at, ha never.

"Next time he calls you give the the phone, you know what we are going to get you a new phone while he are in philly and add you to my plan," Sidney says.

"Ok," I say smiling.

"I dont want him to keep calling and annoying you,"
Then the phone rings again.

I look down and seen it was LC, so I answered.

"Hey I'm going to get dressed," I say.

"You might want to bring Sid, we are going to do an ultrasound," LC says.

"Ok, thanks," I say as I close the phone.

"Your coming with me," I say.

"Where?" Sidney says.

"LC has her first appointment today and they are doing the ultrasound,"

"Ohh, sure I should be coming?"

"I want you with me since that will remind me of my ultrasound," I say as I walk downstairs and to my dresser.

Opening it up and dugging through socks, I pull out my two ultrasounds.

"This was at 7 weeks the other at 17 weeks, it was suppose to be a girl," I say as I show Sidney the ultrasounds as tears begin to escape my eyes.

"Ohh baby, I'm so sorry," Sidney says as I feel him wrap his arms around me and bring me closer to him.
I dropped the ultrasounds as I wrap my arms around him.

Everytime anyone mentions baby, I being ti cry and think back to when I was pregnant with my baby girl, who I was going to name Tiffany Allison Tavares but that never happened sadly.

"You'll be pregnant again Brielle and you will have that child who you lost before,"
I look up at Sidney was I go over to him and kiss him with the greatest passion I have ever done.

"I love you Sidney," I say as I kiss him again.

"I love you too Brielle," Sidney says as he kisses me again.

We end up having a kissing fest until I lean back to breathe.

"We should stop Sidney," I say.

"Yeah, LC and James probably are waiting on us," Sidney says as he strightens up.

"Let me go get changed,"
He heads up the stairs as I walk over to my closet and picked out a yellow blouse and blue jeans with flats.

After changing, I head up the stairs to find Sidney standing there by the door.

"Ready?" He asks as I grab my purse and nod my head.

He opens the door as I walk out to run so I run to the car and open the door behind LC and get in.

"about time, what were you going?" LC asks as Sidney got into the car.

"Getting dressed sorry," I say.
James backs out of the drive then heads for the office.

"It's ok, you ready for this?" LC asks.

"Yes I am, I let all my tears go for Tiffany,"

"Tiffany?" James asks.

"The child I lost cause of John," I say.

"I wish I would have hit his ass harder for that," Sidney says.

"It's in the past, now we have a little baby coming," LC says.
I smile as I am happy for my sister and James both.

I wasn't ready to get pregnant anytime soon, can have the risk of having it lost to something.

The whole ride James and Sidney  talked about the baby and hockey as me and LC talked about Tiffany and how if she had a girl, tiffany would be her daughters middle name.

I then feel the car stop.

"We are here," James says as I open the door to get out.

I wait until LC gets out and walk in behind her and James. Sidney followed me in.

"I'll go check in," James says as I follow LC to take a sit.

"I wonder how far along you are," I say.

"Not more then 6 weeks," LC says.

"So who are you going to take back?"

"I want to take you and James but I dont know. I'll ask the nurse if you both can go. Sid you gotta wait out here," LC says as Sidney sat beside me.

"It's alright, I understand," sidney says as James comes over and sit down.

"We should be next,"James says.
I'm excited that LC is pregnant but I was kinda sad too.

"Lauren Collins," A nurse says.
She stands ups.

"Nurse can two people go back with me?" LC asks before she moves.

"As long as they are family and if the dad isnt thats ok," she says.

"Come on Brie," LC says as she and James go ahead of me as I hug Sidney.

"You'll be fine babe, if you need to cry come out. i'll be here for you," Sidney says.

I then turn around and walk behind him to the room.

"Ok Mrs. Collins?" the nurse asks.

"No Miss Collins, I'm not married," LC says.

"Ok, this your first pregnancy?"

"Yes,"
They went over questions and questions until the doctor came in to do a pap smear.
I turned my back for that one.

"Ok Miss.Collins ready to see this little one?" The doctor asks.

"Yes," LC says as the doctor put some gel on LC's belly.

"Your baby will be tiny at this point but you should be able to see it,"
I look at the screen as I was besides James.

"See this? That is your tiny baby. Your probably around 7 weeks along. Puts your due date around late October," she says as I watch her print off the ultrasound.

"Here you go, your first ultrasound," she says as she hands them the picture.
I wait as LC hand's me the little picture.

I could see the little baby in the belly as I smile and crying.

"You ready to get blood work?" A nurse asks.
I hand LC the picture back as her and James goes into another room as I walk out to the lobby, crying.

"You ok baby?" Sidney asks as he walks over to me.

"It's tears if joy, James better not hurt my sister or this baby or he will pay big time," I say as Sidney wipes my tears away.
 

1 comment:

  1. AWWE I LOVE IT,! FJDKSLANFJDSA I LOVED IT! :D omFG SO CUTE!

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